So, yesterday was a weird day. Today, I feel a little beat up. I'm tired, didn't sleep well and now I'm down, but I won't depress you with all of this. ;) I will have a closer look at my work today. As you know I'm a internet marketer, well, I'm not sure what you think, but the internet for business sucks these days.
I have done all my SEO stuff and believe me I've done it long enough to know what to do. Still, it's flat lined. I am getting really deflated with it all at the moment. I suppose that has a part to play in how I feel today. Lets have a show of hands who think that the big companies out there have pushed out the little man? My hand is up.... just in case you are wondering.
However, with all the money I have thrown at this adventure, it still hasn't paid off, so to hell with it, if it goes it goes, but I'm not putting another penny to it and I'm not really going to be doing anything more for it. I will have a conventional job soon after I get my drivers license. Perhaps then I will feel like I'm achieving something. I was going to start a job before my drivers test, but I was encouraged to wait till after. There is some logic in there... I think, maybe, maybe not.
What do you think? Conventional job or internet job...? I can tell you right now. Conventional job pays, internet job doesn't. Yep, I'm saying that. It annoys me that some companies with thousands of employees make it big and us single handed little websites don't. Yes, I'm jealous and I'm not afraid to say so. I wanted to make it big, I wanted to live a comfortable life. I work damn hard on this thing and still, I earn a penny. wow.... that is going to make me survive the month? Not.
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